Nathaniel Tarn

Winter Oasis

It is snowing violently behind my eyes

as I try to sleep,

out there the dancing prairie falcon

is pressed into the ground,

the bright hawk

flamboyant as a kite in the sun

turns raven against the clouds

and the solitaire, a grey ghost

peers through the French windows to see me pass

and does not, and is at his most alone.

It is snowing behind my eyes

with more determination

than the snow shows outside: a childhood toy

glass ball filled with a city drowned in flakes.

The mountains sleep fiercely behind clouds

we wait for their liberation with impatience.

Soon, I will go down into the arroyo

lined with tall piñons where the owl

threads his secret way when I wake him.

I will be more asleep than I ever am

enclosed in the moving walls of dream

before the moments fall again, one after one,

glinting in sunlight, each one like a knife.

Osiris 22, 1986

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